chairs LH

the silence is so painfull.... I've gone from literally contact every 2 to 3 hours when we've been apart to complete silence for 10 days now....spoken with her sister and she seems in a mess (there is no one else)....the whole thing is a mess...every complication around us is f**ked up!!

for her it's totally out of character....i'm trying to maintain my dignity and not contacting her every five minutes...(having said she may have blocked my number)

my house is littered with memories and her things...we both have keys to each others house (that doesn't bother me)

it is really bringing me down...lost just over a stone in 9 days...

oh it's my wedding anniversary today from my ex wife...

so if you totally it up the last five years

1)married (to partner of 12 years)
2)separated after 18 mnths
3)took redundancy from a job of 20years
4) new partner (which happens to one of the ex wifes friends) and yes she went on her hen do!! oh her ex went on my stag do to magaluf!! lols
5) new job after a year out of work on n off

if you add, my two boys 13 & 9....and her son 3 1/2 (which he was 1 when we got together)

and relax....you can now see how completely f**ked up this is..and why its f**king about with my head

what ever happens she is and will always be my number 1....

xx

Posted By: oh huckerby, Aug 7, 12:25:28