It'll be the making of you in many respects

From now on, you'll sense danger well before you need to. It's like an in built security system. You'll be doing something in work that requires you work your balls off, or you'll have a problem in a relationship and home life. Most times you'll deal with it perfectly fine, then in the middle of you weighing up a decision, you'll be hit by the feelings of what you've experienced before. It'll only be about 10% of what you've felt before, but you'll know exactly what it is, every time, and it will instantly make you feel/think "right, this isn't worth where this is going" and you'll completely change perspective

When I said it was the time of year that did this to you, I think it is, but, there will be much stranger moments when this gets you, which is why you'll know it's your in built warning system

There will be days where you've screamed with laughter and nothing can touch you, then the second you leave the company you're with 'BANG' it's there.

If you can get to the docter and get to see a councillor, you're winning. If he gives you valium and there's not a lot of options, I'd take it for a couple of weeks, but if it is like that, and you're not coping with it, I'd cling to my breathing exercising, and I'd be finding your nearest yoga quick sharp (it will work an absolute treat)

Posted By: pants, Dec 22, 21:57:44