Well, it's pretty obvious you spend your whole life indoors

otherwise, you'd just lead one life, instead of escaping your own existence, which you probably depise

Hence why you are so quiet and different in real life, because it's something you can't handle, which is why you seek so much solitude of your own company

I'm not criticising that, but it seems you have a wide range of self hate about yourself, if you are living such an angry flamboant (sp), James Bond type persona (poker talk and being loaded attitude) online when you could life it up on the outside

Also, your constant seeking of aggrovation, or seething as you like to say, shows how much you are desperate for others to feel like you do, then you can feel better about yourself (I tried to joke about that with you pretending it's how you eat, you feed off the negativity to live, like some dr who episode), but you didn't take the points on board

You can sit there and think I hate you, it's what you need to get through your day. In reality I just think you're sheilding your own inner skeletons in the closet by deflecting them onto others

The very fact you take massive pleasure in the panick attack references towards me, indicate this hugely. Why else would you bring it up so often? It's because you think it's something that will rile me up to a state of anger, and if I give that anger off, it will make you feel better than you do in that situation

You'll spend the rest of your life feeling like that though if you can't be bothered to address it

You can laugh and belittle this as much as you humanly want, but it's just so obvious

Posted By: pants, Mar 17, 00:24:46