depression

currently struggling in my life and im sure im not the only one. oh the guilt of talking bout myself..

i hate it.

it's real. its the most real thing ever. its always there you cant escape it. f**k my brain. anyone want to swap?

the word depression is a misnomer. people say ah its ok have a drink or pull yourself together. dont you think i would do that if i could?

what are you depressed about? im not depressed about anything i am depressed!

i am simplifying things, its never 1 or 2 things its everything.

pls dont hate me for this post i feel genuinely ill and its come back. ivew had to deal with this s**t for years, there is no more help for me so pls dont say go to the docs or anything like that.

i dont get it. why is it ppl carry on with their lives ind i cant?

f**k this.

Posted By: lord_luck, Oct 14, 02:07:18