However much I try to cheer myself up, Friday will be the closure..

of dad. Buried at Costessey. I hate that I won't be there. Odd there will be too many people yet the only one that matters isn't alive. He knows and I know. This is a small ask, that I've asked before. Last few weeks I've been trying to convince myself it's all ok and I'm alright but drinking all day and night probably isn't the way to go.

Stopped on Monday, sober but overdrawn. Could a few of you, last time, help me out for a few weeks. I've over spent and made a mess of it all again.

I am sorting myself out and once it's all over, I'll get back on track and somehow, over time, pay you all back in any way possible.

A J RYMARZ 20-19-96 33237702

Problem with life is you can never ever go back. Not fair.

Posted By: DrDublin, May 26, 20:49:24