i just went for a cig

and i did think about all the f**king therapy i have had over the last 20 yrs. it's difficult to measure it, as it's the same to say if any anti-depressants have had any effect.

i made a decision 3 yrs ago no more drugs. legal or illegal. i want to be able to think. its been difficult because i have had a long period in normal circumstances i really wanted both. but i stuck to my decision.

if you are asking for a recommendation, that is impossible. it all comes down to a subjective choice and understanding of the self. i meditate, i play piano, i still drink a lot, too much but i deal with my life in what i call 'reality'. all choices people make wthi regards medication and or therapy are double edged swords.

Posted By: earthleakage, Nov 24, 03:27:32