I did actually look at flights today just in case I won the lottery

but money isn't that much of an issue compared to the time and the implications on work not just for me but Claudia as well. I do feel a lot worse about it than I thought I would but putting on a brave face. I talked loudly and openly about how gutted I was not to be going when on Skype to my Mum and my brother on Sat night...haha.

Posted By: Brandonio, May 18, 20:11:19