Ignoring results, Hoots s**t or not, comparisons with last year etc, my worry

is that I just don't care as much - I'm getting apathetic about our games. Didn't watch Newcastle second half, didn't watch most of last nights.

And although its proabaly for the greateer good of having a rich and diverse lifestyle, it does worry me, because I want to be able to make excuses to myself to go to away games, even if I can afford it. I want to steel myself and attempt Club Cabbage again cos its the cheapest way to get there. I want to think we are going to compete.

I just don't feel it though, and it worries me. I'm going to go to WBA next week, to prove to myself as much as anything that I still want to do it, and I do genuinely thing we could win. But i'm fighting apathy more than ever before...

And if i'm feeling like it, so are others. 400 there tonight? That's poor. By our standards. If were seen to be competing away from home, there'd be 1,000 there, even on a school night before Xmas. It's these figures that McNally and the Board will be watching. Decline too much more and you're getting close to a consensus... A consensus on what question exactly I don't know, but a consensus nevertheless.

Sorry, that's turned into a tired, end of the day ramble there.

Posted By: Yellalee, Dec 5, 00:58:49