had a very awesome day with the Psychiatrist, talked about football..

He's Spanish and fitted in a plan for med's and general positveness in between. Talking about how to deal with who is who and what is reality at times. Think I've told the wrath before, I do resort to cutting myself to make sure I am me, working on a way of just genearlly accepting I need time to think, even just a minute to get back again. Not a fan of the medication that goes next but nothing to lose. hate they retain things, "When I was at work I pinched myself I started bleeding but at least it hurt". People at work worried but I am getting better. Now I have a plan and hospital to go to if things desperate and I don't hate myself for it, I can start building. It's funny, friends worry if I say nothing on facebook and then worry when I'm manic and don't stop posting, you do wonder what God wants. I just want no uber bad days, no uber good ones, just steady. Steady eddy Andy, I would give my life for that. Excuse the rant, love wrath.

Posted By: DrDublin, Jun 28, 23:01:15