Serious chat with work today, I have a nice manager who cares but I had to be honest...

I sat in my seat and looked and things became a part of me as if I was attatched to them. I can see the castle from my window and work and can't really understand why it's there, or what it's made of. I'm very dishonest with my illness, I think if i say it's better then it will become better. I refuse to go to hospital and all they do is ask me to go in for a week for some 'respite'. Feck them a week=endless, once they have you they have you took me long enough to get out back in 2004. I won't go back to there. Sent my nurse an email about things because 3 hours a day is killing me, I just want to be me, I don't want things to not be real, I want to be able to relax. Just be at ease. People at work have been awesome. It's hard work not being honest.

Posted By: DrDublin, Jan 14, 23:10:15