I offered ?100 for that fix. It would be worth it
If I somehow gave you an account about how I counted every single ingrained wood chip on our wall in one room, all night, because doing that, deflected my mind away, and gave me some fight to how I definitely am not going to have an anxiety attack
Would that even begin to shut you up about how I don't know what someone else is going through? (because it's the only f**king thing I'm giving you on this subject, because a serial c**t on here has spent a decade on here belittling the problem, but seeing as you seem to need some sort of validation, I've given you an insight into how I spent one night recently, before picking myself up, and going to work, knowing a) I hadn't slept, b) my immune system will punish me when the nervous adrenalin stops being the fuel I'm living off, and c) knowing just how I have to live with that for myself, because everyone else lives with what they have too, and I'm just not that arrogant enough to feel the need to justify it to you, ALL THE FUCKING TIME)
So file that somewhere in your godlike presence, and blogs, and twidders, and up your arsehole complex you have of yourself
And please try harder to ignore me
Posted By: pants, Dec 1, 14:33:34
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