I wish I could be a Lawyer like my brothers and be confident,

I hate being me, I'm so nervous and worried and can't enjoy things because i'm too nervous about being sectioned again and i hate that because I care so much about people and most people don't and just get on with life. I wish I could be lots of people on the Wrath but I can't, I can only be DrDublin and that's not so bad. I have/can helped lots of people. I saw my Uncle tonight and he's real RAF/ARMY albeit Polish. He gives me faith in life, I'm so stupid for saying all this but my point is not to let people down, Mr Tombs would understand my family!! Commanders and all but they are only people! New year is coming and it's going to be the best!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted By: DrDublin, Dec 29, 02:00:14