Fuck yeah - all the time...

...however the smoking band has helped cos I'm not surrounded by people smoking whilst I struggle to stop......

With regards to getting pissed I did the following: anyone who has ever known me knows I hate wine...Stella or any other 5% lager for me was my drink and even typing this now I can imagine a ice cold pint in one hand and a lovely Marlboro Light in the other...however, I can't drink that now cos as you can see I strongly associate it with smoking...

However, I was never gonna give up alcohol so I started to drink wine...at first it tasted like vinegar piss but after a while I've got a taste for it...I'm particularly fond of red wine and Argentinian Malbec's and as my mind doesn't associate wine with smoking it is easier...

It'll never replace lager but it's nice to be able to go to dinner parties now and feel like a grown up...

Also now it's been so long I don't wanna start again to be honest...never say never, I am a smoker and always will be - I'd never be able to do what CBeebie's can do no matter how much I may try to kid myself otherwise - but yeah, it sometimes feels really good not to have to worry about when I can next have a gasper...

Posted By: Fierce Panda, Feb 25, 19:15:26