Moderation

for me, starts like this

Only Drinking Friday and Saturday, and when I'm out with mates

Friday and Saturday drunk, then Sunday there's a lull before work monday, which leads to a mini drink to help me sleep

At the end of Monday at work, even though it's promised I won't do it, the 3 day session still lingers and I can't help but want to do it again

Tuesday, we play, chatroom, it only feels right to drink. By Wednesday the moderation thing feels ridiculous

Often, it's just habit. You say about 4-5, it can be the same with me, but every day, and then harder on a weekend

That's why I said I've been wanting to stop for 6 years, because it's just habit week after week, year on year. In the last two years I've picked up some really silly ailments too, and they've come from being unhealthy (arthritis in my toes, groin infection, acid reflux)

Was always going to be all or nothing. Nothing finally, as I've wanted it, became a will power thing I inherited, like I say from being gutted over xmas (and became another ailment picked up)

Got tonnes of alcohol at home, I'll try and hand it out to people when they come round (ha, two 1litre bottles of Jack and 2 of Smirnoff, and about 30 cans of cider)

:s

Posted By: pants, Feb 11, 19:22:14