I'm the other extreme to this I think, but doesn't make it any better

no matter what, I can't lash out physically

I reckon if I was taken to the edge of anger, I'd bang my fists on a table or summit, but that would be it

What doesn't make it better about that though, is that energy has to go somewhere, and that's where it flaws me. Cos whatever I haven't taken my anger out on, I'll usually take out on myself, and that can last anything from luckilly a hour to days

Screw what impression it gives others breaking stuff. I know a couple of lads who are proper sound blokes, and both of them when angry make me on edge in a room when they throw stuff (mobile phones usually). First time it was a bit worrying cos I wonder what was next, but after that, it wasn't a problem, cos they'd do it, then dryly remark "erm, I don't think that's gonna receive picture messages anymore" and that would be that

I'd be too rational in that situation, I'd be so angry, but I'd be going "you can't chuck the phone, it's worth ?100. in fact, don't chuck anything.....", but then I'd have an inner rage for the rest of the night, telling myself to not to lose it. I'm guessing the ones that chuck the phones, have the release, and the transfer of thoughts there and then and it's over

or summit

Posted By: pants, Jul 8, 23:14:02