I didn't take offence yesterday, I just get

frustrated when people want to lash out at someone on here, I'm the easiest target, especially with the nailed on outcome of "god, is there anyone you haven't had a barney with"

Whatever the route, It's set up there for me to lose. I'm long past it effecting me, I just get surprised by the really little things that start em off

Last 6 weeks or so, I'm losing the caring of what someone makes up about me, or whether somethings on here to test me, I'm breaking away from the trolling mentality on here. Not asking why anymore, more seeing it the other way round, ie from their point of view that makes em do it

THere's a crank at work that loves an argument, loves coming over to me, getting over excited about stuff, and then walking away going "there there sam, just because I'm right, and you're a looney"

So I literally now, have taken everything off my desk so he can't nosey round, and when he comes to talk to me, I just say I haven't seen any football at the weekend. He'll act stuff out, and I just wait for him to go away

In the last week, he's tried to start a conversation with me about a 512mb usb stick, and dial up modem we use

Instread of me wondering why he's such a dick, it just shows to me what his life is like to need or want to talk to me, even if it means talking about a flash drive

It's was at that point I finally realised I channel my energies at the wrong people, when there's plenty of others who love me for who I am, and I should think about them

I also realised that people don't walk away from me thinking I'm a total t**t, but they do with that guy at work, and I should think about that instead

You're right, I'm dead sensitive, but I'm getting better :)

Posted By: pants, Apr 5, 15:35:57