Been a late day that's my problem today and I'm bored of being me I suppose, nothing is on

time, nobody comes on time. Got my aims, especially fitness wise, just waiting for my brother to ring and he's late. He's never late although he called to say he would be late. Everyones late today. Just seems as I do everything I'm told, take the injections and tablets and nothing happens. I'm never late at the moment. I'm up early, I don't sleep in. I'm ready for it and nothing happens. I sleep nearly exactly 8 hrs now so I should be perfect. I hate it. I wish I could just be part of the world. I wish it was real, I wish I wasn't numb, I wish I could see why WHY WHY the sky is blue and not be numb. I just want an end really. Yesterday I felt alive, today I've posted, been apart of everything yet nothing, just nothing. I know it's a fight against the numbness but today I've not won. I could chop my arm off and it wouldn't hurt, that's today. I won't, because in the end it would hurt, but I that's how it is. Somedays it's leave me alone you device in my brain but it takes no prisoners and doesn't listen. Everyday, after an hour of waking up the fight starts. Somedays it's hard to think you'll win. I will win. I love wrath. :D

Posted By: DrDublin on October 10th 2012 at 18:50:55

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World Travel Awards - Yorkshire (General Chat) - pants, Oct 10, 17:58:15
- Does look nice pants. ALways loved yorkshire when I was young and the norvic museam (n/m) (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 18:00:59
  - Norvic museum (General Chat) - dr fanta, Oct 10, 18:09:01
    - It was brilliant, horrible and you had all the different smells as you go round. (n/m) (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 18:15:38
      - Jorvik, Norvic, whatever (General Chat) - dr fanta, Oct 10, 18:25:35
        
        :D Yep that one Dr F! why whatever? :( I like to talk about old things (n/m) (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 18:37:34
        
        Been a late day that's my problem today and I'm bored of being me I suppose, nothing is on (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 18:50:55
        
        All I wanted to say was hello Dr f and lets do a bear one time. (n/m) (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 19:04:06
        
        sounds good to me (General Chat) - dr fanta, Oct 10, 20:02:05
        
        Yay Dr f! Sorry, been a difficult day! I'd have waited all night until you came back..... (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 20:08:01
        
        I go to some (General Chat) - dr fanta, Oct 10, 21:27:59
        
        :D Be great to meet up and have a chat dr f, I will sort out all the bears. Need to set a (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 21:48:37
        
        yprkshire just beat trinidad and tobago. (n/m) (General Chat) - protheroe fitzgibbon, Oct 10, 19:34:41
        
        ther's cricket on during the day dubs,from 12.30,champions league t20,i watched abit yest (General Chat) - protheroe fitzgibbon, Oct 10, 19:25:24
        
        :D just all came out as a blugh proth! I need to keep things to myself in a way... (General Chat) - DrDublin, Oct 10, 19:37:39
        
        no it's the champions league,yorkshire must be through now as they've won 2 games (General Chat) - protheroe fitzgibbon, Oct 10, 19:40:59

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