anyway

there's a lot of "you don't know me" on forums, which i find a bizarre phrase, becuase if that's true, no one would make assumptions about the other person. Cos "i don't know you" or "you don't know me" would mean you couldn't assume you know what something thinks

Right?

I don't mean that as a dig, I'm just giving you answers to short end of discussion phrases, like "put me on ignore", "you don't know me", "get over yourself", "world doesn't revolve around you", etc etc

They often are inflated phrases that mean nothing. A bit like, "why don't you just ignore it all".

I think you guys have had quite a big insight into who I am. I don't even admitting you've hurt me. I've just failed at many attempts of making you and others stop

I think I've gone on tonight, because, I don't want next weeks worth of "that f**king idiot can't even have a sensible conversation or debate, so he's f**ked off, typical of him"

Which is where the "you don't know me, and I don't know you", is a bit flawed

I'm someone that likes to open up and get to the bottom of why things happen, and that's happened the first time tonight, Reasonably, and at length. I guess I've got it to my level and how I want to talk, mainly cos for once, you've all realised you've really got to me

I'm not even blaming you lot for the way I am, I'm just saying that I can't handle small things now being the trigger to massive threads of s**t on here

I've just had enough of it. Sorry none of you want me to go, and maybe I've chosen the wrong moment to, as maybe some of us are getting somewhere

You lot know where I stand, and how I am. Instead of joking about the next day about my mental state or if I've killed myself, or whatever (you know, those sort jokes I don't get)

I'm glad if not fully, that you can acknowledge to a point this is happening/happened

I'm afraid if I stick around, it won't stop, there's too many of you to do this night again with and straighten out

I remember doing long and reasonable posts with scrampton, and he couldn't work out what I was saying, or he was too busy skim reading it and going "well after that mismash of nonsense, lets just start again tomorrow"

He never saw that not even trying to understand where I was coming from was offensive to me. Worse is, he's apparently got me on ignore because he's had enough of trying to sort it out with me. I find that utterley amazing when he couldn't make enough effort to try

But then, apparently I can't take trickys joke (which was the opposite remember, "has this happened before" :D)

I'm in a web of people saying exactly the opposite of what I mean, and what I think, and in the same web, the same people don't like me

It's just time to go

Posted By: pants on December 6th 2009 at 00:27:34


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