I don't remember arguing with you though

because often I don't reply to your response (this is going back to when things were ok). I'd already channeled the idea that you and me don't work well when the heat rises (like it used to on msn)

In that sense, I've always known we've clashed, we just had respect for each others views

In the 2 years that's gone by, you've got a little more aggressive with these replies, which was fine because although it was getting slightly personal, I could still see why you're passionate about things

But towards the middle of last year onwards, calling me a c**t whenever you feel like it, isn't something I was just going to take as passionate about football anymore, you were taking it further

So I started saying to you nicely that I didn't like it, but you didn't take the hint. Eventually I just started swearing back, and that's when you said to someone else on here that it's just been happening recently and it's because I've been swearing at you

I was pretty gobsmacked at that, because for years, I've always been fairly muted to your opinion, well I thought I had (in comparison to msn times :s) .

If you've not agreed with me, I've often said my bit, let you say yours and left it at that.

Then, came scc's tirade over about 6 months of "even brandon doesn't want to know you now", which I really really hated, because a), it's not any of his f**king business, and b) I haven't actually provoked you in anyway. It looks like I have through my opinion, which in translation, you've began to see me as someone like scc. I can only loosely analyze it like that, because you're mates with someone who doesn't give a s**t what he says (clearly, or why would he spend so much of his time s**t stirring that you don't like me? He went to that level because of the way he is. The level you're displaying to me as hurtful in me bringing up the shirt)

Then came the blow that you thought I was a f**king idiot in replies to other posters

Eventually, I had to do something. I didn't stop ignoring you because I wanted to. I did it because I like the memory of you, and I think about you, I still do, not the current b***hy/swiping Adam

I've got way too many battles on here with people literally begging to set me off on here daily (probably the last thing I registered fully from you as advice, was a post where you said you wondered why I post on here anymore with so many people going at me. That was a nice thing to say, but then you started doing it too)

I'm sorry I've brought up that thing today, but I've ignored you because I've always wanted this to stop, not because I don't like you.

I'm totally through with wondering why someone doesn't like me, and I had to do something, so if I couldn't get you to stop, then I'll stop. I didn't do it to spite you, I did it because I didn't understand why someone I think a lot of is calling me a c**t

Not only that, you joined this thread with the s**t stirrers, which is a big thing to me, and you know it is.

So you're going to get a reaction at some point if you're going to latch onto/and join the downers on here, who have nothing else to contribute on here but spite and bullying

So I'm sorry if I've hit a chord with you about the shirt, maybe you'll begin to see how many you've hit with me, without me having to spell it out to you. Just because you don't see me, and just because I don't let on, doesn't mean what you say to me doesn't register

I have plenty of issues of my own, and ones I address to myself all the time, and I try to be a better person daily thinking about them

I don't need the wrong people on here praying on that, for the sake of their daily troll habit, where they need to make someone feel really s**t, for themselves to feel better about life. I have way too much of that on here

I'm not asking for the higher ground here, I'm not asking for anything. I'm just asking you not to be one of them

If you hate my opinion about football, that's fine, but there's no need to make it everything you hate about me, or fall in line with the divs on here that want you to think I'm total w**ker,

You're just playing into their hands, and it's another one board to get me to kick off (it doesn't matter who gets me to kick off, as long as it kicks off, that's their only rule. What's weird about it all, is one of them's a good mate of yours outside of here)

If you don't get involved, I'll stop thinking you're one of them, and this what all this was about. If I see a snide response about me or my demeanor from you soon, I'll realise this was part of the game, and I've been "mugged"

I desperately hope it's not

Posted By: pants on April 20th 2009 at 19:23:04

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